I will also be organizing my journals on Acute Myeloid Leukemia
Apr 23, ’12
The past ten days have been absolutely crazy. Diagnosis of a major illness for my mom, minor surgery for another family member and an upcoming trip with the family.
A thought did strike me that people might say its bad luck, or maybe karma? But I myself didn’t think of it that way. These things happen. I adjust. I might have had a few hours of emo thing but I think that was necessary to let out the stress. After some tears, I usually feel better. Tears are therapeutic for me. Of course I had to warn the husband so he wouldn’t be alarmed or think he was the cause. A few moments before the dam broke, I told him I would be crying and that it had nothing to do with him but more like my body’s way of coping with the current pressures.
A couple of days of hassle and I think everything’s ok. A few lost opportunities but it can’t be helped. A small price to pay for peace of mind.
I am ok now. I have taken it all in. It doesn’t seem so bad, in the bigger scheme of things.